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Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
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| Time: | 4:16 pm. |
| Mood: |  fucking horny as hell.. |
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I am over stephs house "wanting to fuck my girlfriend kristian and she wants to fuck me but we cant."-kristian
yeah my gf is a horney lil girl who needs a spanking.god i wanna bang right now.im getting a boner from just writing this.
"horny bastard that i love and that when i get off my period i will fuck really hard"-kristian(bob)
wow shes a horney lil slut.j/k.shes hot tho so shes my lil sexy slut.ooooo yea....who i love. "the asshole better....... i love you 2 honey.........marry me..........."-bob I do!now bang me!!!!"hey anyone out there have any free condoms?????"-bob god i love this horney chic.well i wrote plenty so peace niggaz!!!!
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Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
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whew i havnt wrote in fuckin 4 ever man.well im goin out with a lovely little girl named kristian.im not so much a fat fuck anymore and life's good.im not a emo fag so lifes better.well this will be a short entry for me so peace my niggas!!!!!!!!!!!
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woah.i havnt wrote in here in like forever.im on aarons comp cuz im a cheap ass.skools almost out so thats always kewl.im gonna actually do shit this summer.well i hung out with gerald and aaron and "sexy" brian booth.amanda still likes him tho.j/k.anyways nuthin much else to say so peace niggas!!!!o yeah i kinda like amanda.
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ah today was b-o-r-i-n-g.only fun thing was i guess talkin to amanda on the phone.thats always fun ;) wink wink.she better get me my "special" brownies!gotta love them you damn stoners.my bro's gayand i hope he dies and well i guess thats it.lol.funny shizit.now im tired and i lost my homework so now i can fail.god i love life.ill prolly get grounded cuz grades cuz i got about 4 f's.all i can do is try this semester and pass the final which i prolly wont be able to do and ill have to repeat 9th grade which.....well.....sux balls.i think im stupid and im not just sayin that.i cannot get good grades in like math and stuff and well ill prolly be a failure in life but i guess im getting used to it.i just cant seem to succeed and im always depressed and i hate it.i cant concintrate in skool.my mind goes blank.i always have sumthing bad on my mind and im heartbroken which doesnt help matters.i may whine too much but it helps a lot to write it down and many thnx to amanda for listening to me,id prolly be dead if it wasnt for her and im not just saying that.much thnx kneegrow<-inside joke.
ha ha ha ha ha funny!well bordoms kickin in and im tired as a mo fo so peace!
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Saturday, April 16th, 2005
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long time no writing in this thing much.things change too much.i got a mowhawk tho.i like it but my mom cried.sadly ashley really didnt like me that way and i dont really care much.i dont know if i ever really did.im just dieing to get close to someone i guess.ashley was great and all but idk if i ever really did love her.ppl may say well your just sayin that cuzshe didnt like you but its not.i admit my mistakes and my stupidity and i try to be honest with myself and others.theres really only one person i truely care for anymore.i wont name her cuz well sadly she doesnt like me back and if i do say her name things might change between us and she doesnt want that and her happiness is more important to me than my own.i tried to stop liking her.....well you can say stop loving her but thus far i was unsucessful.sad it seems for me but im learning to except that she'll prolly never love me.it sux but wat aspect of my life doesnt?well i dont wanna give too much away so ill shup(shut up)about it.oooo and ignore my memories in my lj.i cant delete it cuz of some kind of error.
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Thursday, March 31st, 2005
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today crazy man.my mom had a heart attack but shes ok now.i feel like a pussy.i wrote ashley a love letter thingy.idk if i should give it to her tho.its just i dont want to come off to strong.i just want a chance with her and ill be lucky if i get it.thatd be so fuckin great if i get a chance.makes me happy thinking about it. :) i miss her tho.tried to call her and stuff today but no answer so im screwed.life's a whore,it sux.lol.i love making those sayings up.i should get paid to do it.itd be an easy job.wow i take shit too serious.o well.well ill talk to this journal later....
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Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
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we might go to access.by we i mean lauren,shauna,me,and possibly megan.amandas sick and ashley grounded so.....that sux.idk if shauna's gonna go.she just seems so busy.i understand i guess.its horrible tho cuz we havnt been talkin to eachother much.weve grown farther apart i guess.ah it sux but its life.well i feel mindless right now and i got a headache so peace negro!
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Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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this break sux balls.it could be worse i guess tho.i went swimming and stuff with the family so that was kewl.i seen my old friend amanda marsigllio if thats how you spell it.seen my friend james linton too.so i seen some old homies.that was kewl i guess.i miss skool,my friends.im gonna watch eurotrip for the 133357457379867967494574686798 time.give or take a few times.well ill write in this thing later.peace out nigga!
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man easter break is so gay.candys not so bad i guess but o well easter sux balls.anyways.....easter i went to my g mas and stuff and my cousins.it was ok.better than siting at home.i seen the ring two.god it was so fucking boring.i almost fell asleep seeing it.dont waist your money.do not go see the ring two.waist of cash.access might be on for this wensday so yay.im suppose to go swiming tomorrow and stuff so thatll be fun.i hate swiming but its gonna be with the family so kewl.
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its a kewl test.i thought my answers were accurate and i liked them.take it and like it you little basterds!
1. Write the name of a person of the opposite
sex.my answer:kristian craigo
2. Which is your favorite color out of red,
black, blue, green, yellow?my answer:red
3. Your first initial?my answer:d
4. Your month of birth?my answer:december
5. Which color do you like more, black or
white?my answer:black
6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.my answer:sean
7. Your favorite number?my answer:69
8. Do you like California or Florida more?my answer:florida
9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?my answer:ocean
10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one).my answer:to fuck my girlfriend soon(not suprising huh?)
WHEN YOU'RE DONE, SCROLL DOWN
(DON'T CHEAT)
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THE ANSWERS
1. You are completely in love with this person.
2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow- you are a very happy person and give
good advice to those who are down.
3. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of ...love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your ...love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love
life looks very good.
4. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you ...fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong ...love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your ...love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your ...soul mate.
5. If you chose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6. This person is your best friend.
7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
8. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.
9. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you arevery reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in your journal within one hour,(if you dont have a live journal just send this test to somebody.HURRY!) and it will come true before your next birthday.
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Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
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| Time: | 2:22 pm. |
| Mood: |  accomplished. |
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today was kewl.half day of skool.yay.went to burger king and stuff and went to laurens.no access again damn it.o well.the posse went to bk except ashley which sucked but o well.got that fuckin jessies girl song stuck in my head thnks to certain ppl.(you know who you are!)lol.got me some more headaches and stuff which also sucks so ill write later.
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today sucked at first,as usual.i had a headache,had to puke,and had a fever but i still went to skool.at the end of the day it was awsome.i asked ash out.she didnt say yes but she said she wants to wait till shes ungrounded.which is i think till her b day.i gotta get her something kewl.but what to give her?i got a hug from her after skool and i felt so warm and happy inside.its an unusual feeling for me.well g2g peace negroes.
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the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin'
miserable. You constantly look over your
shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even
when you are alone. So naturally, you have
become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your
personality can be one demensional but
confusing. You are constantly bored with life
and wish that something could spice it up. You
have a unique view on life and have identified
the problems with school society (Ex...what
makes popular people, how the student mind
works...) You would rather be alone because you
hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one
understands you, not even your parents /
guardians / friends. But that is just the
opposite! The people who love you want to
help, but they don't know how because they have
a feeling that they will say something wrong
and turn you away. You have to let them know
that you are willing to hear what they have to
say...and it might do some good to listen to
them. Some fields you might consider going
in when you are older...Judge, author,
songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist,
philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a
job where you can express yourself and your
views on life. Or you need a field where you
can judge others and predict what is going on
in others life. Either way... you have the
personality to get you a good job that will
support you throughout life.
What type of teenager are you?
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well the day just started and well its gay in the face.i couldnt sleep much.too much on my mind.i wanna say i am over amanda and stuff so hell yea.i love ashley!fuck yea.and all in all,i guess lifes ok for now.hopefully this ashley thing wont end up like the amanda thing if that makes sence.ash wants to be friends right now and thats kewl its just i wanna be more than friends.o well things just seem to fuck me over.im getting used to it.things just never seem to go my way and it sucks.im not gonna do anything i will regret today so ill still be around for tomorrow i guess.yay!i get to see ash tomorrow.sweetness.knowing my luck tho shell be sick or something.lol.isnt life great?well its so fuckin early and stuff so theres not much to write except my feelings from yesterday so ill prolly write later mby.i just hope i dont get my hopes up with ash.its hard not to.she'd be prolly the only awsome thing in my life besides friends i guess.well im goin through hell and i need a shower.bye's.
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Saturday, March 19th, 2005
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i like someone else that i think cares for me.she likes me too so its kewl.kewl's an understatment but o well.i think i love her.well i do love her so nvm.i love ashley so much.i hope one of these days shes ready for a bf.i want to go out with her so bad.god i love her.ha nothing much else to say then that.lol.
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Saturday, March 12th, 2005
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things are weird.im startin to not care much.o well.lifes best when you dont care but have something to care for.i relize im being way tooo obsessive with amanda so simply put ill stop.my feelings wont change but ill treat how i feel different.well enough of that bullshit.anyways today was so fuckin awsome.i hung out with sean and we we did all sorts of stuff.we went to the mall,met pete from fall out boy(he was so kick ass)hung out at seans crib,went to pet supply and seen alayna,and went home.(not in exact order)me and sean gotta hang out more often.he's my baby :).lol.well my wrist hurts like a mother fucker!(sean made me do stuff to him.lol.)so thatll be my life story for today.
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ah todays alrite.i talked to amanda and i feel good.(plays james brown)yea it was gay today tho.i tried to get my missing work but there was a bunch of niggers there so i didnt stay too long.im not extremely racist its juat i dont feel comfortable with too many black ppl.black ppl prolly feel the same way so if ur gonna give me a hard time about it and give comments like ur such a racist honestly go screw yourself.i didnt put them in a boat and make them my slaves prolly like your ancestors did.lol.now that thats out the way!today i talked to amanda a little more and im tryin to be friends.well just about my fav movie is on so ill write when ever.
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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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aw man today it hit me hard.im over amanda.im getting stressed so much and depressed.i almost cant take it.im always having a headache and always wanna cry.i want to not feel this way.so depressed.im only hurting myself but its hard not to be sad all the time.i try to do things to stop the pain but none seem to ever work.idk wat to do anymore.i dont know if itll ever end.idk if i want it to.the only thing that i want to change is me dieing.well im gonna prolly go cry or something stupid.idk anymore.
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why is life so confusing.i just always wonder that but then again who doesnt.just when it seems right it goes wrong.o well it wouldnt be life if it wasnt confusing i guess.i just fall for ppl too easy i guess.idk.confusion doesnt help the shit.theres just always been this girl that i liked a lot.she just understands me so well and i understand her.its great.its just hard to hide my feelings you know?ah lifes a bitch,fuck it.not really but i always liked that saying.i know its not just a momentary feeling 4 her because ive felt this way 4 a long long time.o well thats about it.
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Saturday, March 5th, 2005
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things are looking up lately thus the name of this entry.things are just startin to make more sence.im liking someone else a lot and its weird cuz i feel like ive known her for years.its just good chemistry i guess.and im falling for her.i love being around her.her personality is awsome.i know it seems so instant especially since i hardly know her and that whole amanda thing but i relized she seemed to like me for who i am and when i thought about it everything seemed to make more sence.i think im in love with her.she may be reading this but if she is all i wanna say is that i mean all of this and ive fallen for you.i would name the person but every time i name the person i like things go wrong so yea.it just seems like a curse i have.idk.it sounds like such a dumbass thing but it seems to be true.i hope she feels the same about me.i love to flirt with her.lol.well everything seems aok so ill prolly write in this thing tomorrow cuz im makin it a habbit to.
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OMFG IM HAPPY!!!!.
bored as hell.
sad/hopeful.
stressed out and tired.